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Date: Tuesday, December 15, 2009 Time: 01:26 |
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Date: Monday, December 14, 2009 Time: 00:30 |
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Date: Friday, December 11, 2009 Time: 09:36
thought i was gonna be ultra miserable but surprisingly i didnt even feel anything at all. not even this sudde thump in the heart kinda feeling. maybe it's really not the place huh. anyhow. got to start working again... zzz |
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Date: Tuesday, December 08, 2009 Time: 14:44
prom was cool. prom was cool. post prom was cool. hahah using my very limited vocab. i dont really know how to describe exactly as i was telling them, the happiest moment at prom was actually when mr ang was speaking. i mean. aside from the mass camwhoring. post prom was exciting. i loved the place we went to 'cept that no sunrise could be seen in the morning..the sunrise looked pretty much the same as what i see at home in school everyday...but everything else was pretty great. the company. and time passed super fast like before we knew it, it was morning. and i was praying every second that it could slow down. i guess not everything went the way i wish it could be ystd. pretty much off track actually because of so much stuff that was happening ystd and previously. but ohwells.. and no matter how much i wish i could stay and give myself more time and chances, i think it's abt time to put everything to a stop and start afresh. shouldn't be too hard |
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Date: Sunday, December 06, 2009 Time: 00:04
it's kinda sad huh. blah. |
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Date: Friday, December 04, 2009 Time: 18:38 |
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Date: Time: 10:33
lol withdrawal symptom. ok not really cuz the very thought of not having to study anymore for at least a year makes me smile :D and omg i dreamt abt taking econs paper ystd...zzz now that everything is finally over, i want to stay at home and rest for these few days. at least till prom. and put everything on hold till then. just don't really feel like doing anything much. everything seems interesting. but somehow they can't really get me interested. hmm maybe i need a party to revitalise |
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Date: Tuesday, November 24, 2009 Time: 16:27 of...things i'll never say
if i were the me a year ago, i would have done some things. but you are not the third one. you are one after the third. and i told myself that it won't repeat more than three times. i actually miss the times we had back then. the times when everything seemed so great, so happy and innocent. i often think about the things you used to say and do, even the slightest things, the most insignificant stuff you would do. for me. but they are all in the past and will never come back again. although we still talk like how we used to, things are just not the same anymore. thought that these thoughts would no longer matter after exams, cuz when my life was occupied with studies, you really just kinda disappeared. but as these exam days get by, thoughts about you slowly come back. maybe soon they'll go back to the same state as before exams. before the 15th. i want to spend alot of time with you. but i wanna spend alot of time with all my other friends too. then i suddenly realised that there's really too little time for me to do all the things i want to do. i want to see the christmas deco litup in town and at marina bay, i want to go to the places we wanted to but couldn't go, the places we went together and the places you wanted to go. many things are gonna change with time. well many already did. i don't know how i started writing this post or why i even want to write something like this. maybe you'll never see this, even if you do, you may still be guessing. cuz you're always so unsure. about yourself, about everything. but the fact is, i write this hoping that you won't know you'll never know you'll never guess. i think i'll miss you, i'll think about us. but maybe soon, you'll become just like them. maybe you're different, maybe it's unfair to apply whatever they taught me to you. there are many more things that i've been thinking about that i want to tell but... too late to say these things i'll never say |
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Date: Monday, November 23, 2009 Time: 16:21 of chemistry. for the last time
omg. this is the best day of my jc life. muahaha btw i take back whatever i said about head and A. lol because it's so not happening. hahah guess what? CHEMISTRY is out of my life FOR GOOD. :D:D:D:D:D |
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Date: Sunday, November 22, 2009 Time: 20:54 of second life
i downloaded it ystd and couldnt stop playing. these two people were taking me around shopping and teaching me stuff. it's kinda cool hehe :D at least now i know that even if i dont have friends to go out with, no facebook no blog, i still have msn and second life. loll okay. omg. chem mcq tmr!!! and...i got a...21/40 for the last msq paper i did. |