Date: Wednesday, February 28, 2007 Time: 20:28 JUST MY LUCK
keep on thinking about this movie these few days. just feel that my luck suddenly went away like wat happened in the movie. scenarios are similar>.< gosh...this is freaky. well...but if it's really like wat happened in the movie, it migh be worth it though. you will never get all the good things at the same time!!! SORRY! i was wondering, if you are asked to exchange your achievement for a real supportive person, would you be willing to do that? ME? in process of seeking for that answer....hopefully i can find out what is it that i really want at the end of this. but i think i changed. not sure if it's for the better or the worse. no. actually some parts are to the better and some to the worse. but im rather sure that i changed. cuz i noe that things around me would not change together after remaining the same for so many years. and i don't think they changed. so it must be me who's the one changing. i am really confused now. i really don't know if i wanna go back or continue this.but if i were to choose, i really hope that i can go back and start all over again. feel really sorry for many people and even more guilty to the fact that they do not blame me at all. seriously i rather you shout at me than saying" it's alright" to me... i am trying to keep them within but sometimes they just tend to slip out. i really can't help it. arhhh... alright stop. (i love eminem! hahah...this is random) things are all pouring down and they are really driving me insane. VAT i keep on tellin everyone that it's easier to ask me to kill someone than to finish it... ahem...mr. lim, do not read too much into the line! XD bababalala... bala... b...... watever. my stomach hurts! bad things are happening again. JINX!!! |