Date: Tuesday, April 10, 2007 Time: 19:54
thought that inspirations come and go really fast. for me at least. but i simply can't stop them from flowing. whether it's in or out. realised that there is no one to whom i can lean/depend on or trust and be the true me now. maybe my family? ha...who are like thousands of miles away? it's really no fun playing some of the things. i have had enough of it. so just stop giving me all those shet and i ain't going back no more. keeping my words. yes. ->don't look around ha. tot of taking back everything tt i have given, but no, not even the memories, they are yours now so im not bothering anymore, just can't wait to cut it off alrt... you have my words. 我们曾经过那么多考验 最后还是回到了原点 this song really comes at the right timing boy i.h test tomorrow. i am gonna do well. maybe it's not even for myself...just want to prove to others that i can do it and don't want em look down on me? but having to think abt it, have i ever done anything for myself at all? maybe not. +i have a clear line drawn to separate different feelings at different timings. feeling like a robot being controlled. let's end it off with something more cheerful/typically yiting-ish... yup mr. lim i won't forget your ice-cream tomorrow! hahaha... :D |