thought tt i shld rest. told mum that i am feeling much better but actually it just got worse. from a normal flu to now bad fever plus sore throat. i don't feel like doing anything. don't have strength to do anything or to think about anything. things are piling up again and unexpected happenings are popping up too. schoolworks' killing me. not to talk about my illness. i want to find a place to cry out loud but don't think i've got the strength to do that either. ha. and i won't cry to show how i am defeated by some minor obstacles. be strong and get well soon u know that you can do it small matters like these won't bother me. i know it won't...