Date: Monday, August 13, 2007 Time: 17:35 leave ![]() I don't wanna be adored Don't wanna be first in line Or make myself heard I'd like to bring a little light To shine a light on your life To make you feel loved No, don't wanna be the only one you know I wanna be the place you call home I lay myself down To make it so, but you don't want to know I give much more Than I'd ever ask for Will you see me in the end Or is it just a waste of time Trying to be your friend Just shine, shine, shine Shine a little light Shine a light on my life Warm me up again Fool, I wonder if you know yourself at all You know that it could be so simple I lay myself down To make it so, but you don't want to know You take much more Than I'd ever ask for Say a word or two to brighten my day Do you think that you could see your way To lay yourself down And make it so, but you don't want to know You take much more Than I'd ever ask for maybe it should come to an end now i should stop doing all the funny things that i am doing it's too much hope that i am having yet giving too little of what i can afford? but i don't want to lose myself in it. i still want to be who i should be and who i really am. i mean i can just throw away everything i have and give it all in. but too much concerns i have and too much hesistation i bear with myself, they are all preventing me from doing what i consider as being out of my mind and focus. there is no way i can bring myself to prioritise it upon everything else. although it's right on top on my thought list, but definitely not on my action list. thought that it's hard. to find something that may not even exist. others are trying to find something BACK. at least they used to have it. but how abt me? i am trying to seek for something that i don't even where it is, where to start, whether there is such a thing at all. |