Date: Sunday, December 09, 2007 Time: 22:23
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( well it's just that- i am suppose to be walking on the streets in france, i am suppose to be standing on top of effel tower or pacing around in the Lourve or staring at some french hot dude or licking my fingers after a great french meal or buying a packet of french fries when i am walking around somewhere on the france streets to fill my growling stomach or many many many many many more...but these are ALL NOT HAPPENING! cuz somehow the trip has to be cancelled because of...erm some family matters. fine i have to say that i need and i should understand my parents cuz well...the matter is kinda big deal... but i don't wanna hide my unsatisfaction for being turned down after anticipating for so long!!! and especially it was already when you are like...DEPARTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after all it's france france france! my ONLY ONE most anticipated thing for this ENTIRE ENTIRE HOLIDAY. i really thought that this whole freaking holiday is about this trip and nothing nothing nothing else but now i am no longer going!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay i needa stop complaining and step out of this now. anyway i will be going france some day really really soon. really really soon! :(((((( URGH! okay fine. goodnight world. :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( |