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Date: Monday, January 14, 2008 Time: 19:28 moving on
以后的我 真的再也不会这样去喜欢一个人了 但是明天在我这里是否天晴 真的已不再与你有任何关系 i can't bring myself to blame you for anything even though it really does hurt. but at least for today, i was still able to act normally and managed to chat, joke and laugh with ppl around me. just at some random moments when certain random things that somehow just remind me of all those things that i did for you in the past, i would feel like breaking down any moment. but nope, i won't. luckily there is school that can keep me busy from thinking of things that i shouldn't really be thinking about. i am really trying hard. but when my friend told me that 'anyone is better than him' on the phone ystd night, it just triggered something there and i totally broke down. couldn't stop tearing. realised that all i had was to keep waiting. but it feels weird to stop so abruptly. like all of a sudden, everything is gone when i am still very used to waiting for you, even if it was just about waiting and getting sad. at least for now i am still liking you. like i never did before... but yar. it's time to move on and i will be fine. really. i am fine. and i really want no more of this. never ever again. never. never. this feeling just sucks too much that it sinks into my bones. |