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Date: Monday, January 07, 2008 Time: 22:26
damn it. my head is really bursting. okay you are really testing my patience right? let me tell you, i can no longer be tested because you totally made me forget this word called 'impatience'. i feel immune now for any challenges i may face and will always handle them with a smile without complaints. you can just tell me how stupid i am or how stupid i may sound (anyway that's what all my friends are hinting to me right now-that you are so not worth it) but i just can't bring myself to stop proceeding. how can i let go when it's just another step away? i have already put in so much, what harm can lossing a lil more dignity cost? but really, i feel extremely tired at this whole thing. the different kinda tiredness from after you have done lotsa exercising or when you don't get enough sleep. you feel wearied. like there's no energy left for you to feel anything kinda tiredness. it's really an awful feeling. anyway. maybe right now i need not think so much of whether i should, cuz i just know that i want to know it no matter how ugly i may fall eventually. i know, i am such a loser in front of you. scold me all you want, i am willing to admit my defeat. as long as it can cause lesser and maybe shorter pain... |