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Date: Thursday, February 07, 2008 Time: 22:30 cny :S
i sorta spent it with...ahem...the police because... was caught for stuff like...let me think...smoking n drugging. yar right. OH PLS. i wasn't the one who got into trouble duhh! haha ok basically it was because the 'hotel' or rather the 'hotel alternatives' was like an effing scam kinda thing. we spent half the night finding where the stupid thing was! in the end decided that we got cheated...but nah we din sleep in MRT station of course. checked in to regent hotel and that became the only thing that made me feel a lil better. lol this morning after we found our dear hotel managers, they sorta gave us alot of troubles doing funny things. dad was super pissed at them. and i was super pissed at both the screwed hotel management n my dad. anw conclusion is-just find a proper hotel man! dao the alternatives! urghh wat a good cny. but to look at the bright side, working with police was just so super super cool alright. anw one of the officers was this eurasian NS trainee.so my eyes had a sweet feast. lol okay shall just forget about it. but to make matters worse, i am having a sore throat now...must be because i was too tired after all these. chinese new year celebration was...wat can i say? it was quite funny, as in not fun but funny alright. thanks clement n poon for helping me. but yar im quite proud of myself cuz i really did wat i wanted to as promised, even though it really took me alot of courage, even though i find myself a total ridicule. i mean, will you ever say thankyou to the person who once stabbed you? prob not right. well maybe that's what i did. still have alot to say each time i see him but it's slowly deceasing. to be honest, im quite glad that after all those, we can still talk to each other like that. maybe i should be grateful? or was it just me trying too hard forcing things? i can feel a belittled self in his eyes, the way he talked to me, the way he looked at me, there is really too much ease that crushes my last bit of dignity. but hmm...after ystd, i could rly feel a change in my feelings towards him. i am really moving on. maybe he still did affect me but it no longer matters that much. i think i can put everything behind now. ya i am gonna start my new year afresh, not bringing any of the unpleasant pasts along. at least we once... maybe we are not even friends but at least...... |