Date: Tuesday, April 08, 2008 Time: 21:24
ので、とても楽しみにしでいます。 がんばでよ!じゃね。 愛しているお姉さん シェリ。 四月七日 my cousin wrote that for me. okay it won't be perfect but i felt really loved. haha. <3 you know? gp essay test and maths timed assignment tmr. click five concert. it's a need no longer a want. but i doubt i'll have any time for it. Leon's returning from canada in june!! haha. but maybe i still won't get to meet him )): aiyhh. i wonder when i'll be able to meet him again. it's been like 5 years? -.- newyork trip block tests mugging. why must he come back on the 21st when my school starts on 22nd?! -O- i dunno. my thoughts are getting random. showering time is great for reflection cuz that's the only time you'll allow yourself wasting time to pause and look back at everthing that has happened in the day. anyhow certain things/people can be powerful enough to ruin it all no matter how many good things happened. I open my eyes I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light I can’t remember how I can’t remember why I’m lying here tonight And I can’t stand the pain And I can’t make it go away No I can’t stand the pain How could this happen to meI made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody’s screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I’m slipping off the edge I’m hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can’t explain what happened And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done No I can’t |