Date: Thursday, April 03, 2008 Time: 23:24
nahh anw i won't have any stalkers so it doesn't concern me. but if i were to stalk anyone, i would read that person's blog. well if he has one in the first place... talked to zijing till quite late until she got chased away by the security guards.ok more like i got chased in by the security. arrr i really really hope that june can come now! so that i can escape from the bs prison. can't wait for mom to come -.- bs ppl are kinda getting on my nerves. so i better change my environment before i erm explode and get myself into troubles. seriously zijing our friendship owns everything okk. HAHAHHA tt's so cliche!!! but who cares. that's really how i feel. no matter what happens, things really won't affect my social life. by this i mean things won't affect how i treat those whom i care for. cuz only i know how important those people are to me and there's no way i'll allow myself to lose them. but well it doesn't apply to everyone. and once impressions are formed, i don't really like changing them. so yup you get stucked in that position forever. too bad (: anw heard that gg got suspended!!! cuzcuzcuz during graces, he stayed in this girls' dorm till like 2/3 am?! loll. it's just so hilarious. gg is gg. LOL anyhow/ i don't really know wat to say -.- ehhh feel very messed up now. cuz there are so many things waiting for me to settle? ehh... okay. so many things i don't even know where to start!! frisbee training today. not that i don't like frisbee. i think i really can enjoy myself during frisbee but it's just so not my type of thing? i don't know. but may be because of other stuff. today my laughter and everything just felt alil unnatural? alil forced. for frisbee i will put in effort. yup. it'll just take some time i guess but everything is gonna be fine. i am gonna appeal back to choir. crossing my fingers and hoping that miss lim will allow me to go back. it's okay if i were to get scolded badly as long as i can go back or sth. i guess i did miss choir alot. but right now it's no longer my choice. all i can do is to cross my fingers and pray hard. hmm studies. yup lotsa catching up to do? got like AAEU for erm CA...U for chem >< you know what this is term ONE!!! aiyhh... maybe all i need is your hug. but how do i make that happen? the closer we get, the further it's drifting away. i don't even know whether that's really what i want. but right now i don't have so much energy to think. the way i feel is kinda complicated? don't exactly know how to put it in words. all i know is... well not another pumpkin eater. never again. wanna believe in god but sometimes i feel alil lost cuz kept getting let down or sth? but hmm guess im optimistic enough to stay faithful. eh this is random. i suspect that i suffer from night hyper-ness..................................................................... -.- still think that i should become a cat. |