Date: Saturday, April 26, 2008 Time: 18:03
saw this on some random website haha so motivational anw YESYESYES! science research symposium is finally finally finally over! muahaha. it was quite successful i felt (: and i just felt so proud of myself at the end of it cuz guess what!? we organised it! like WOW we actually organised it! okay the previous sentence sounded highly like something 'zijing'. shit getting too influenced by her.haha anw zijing said today see he doesn't even give you a damn and i just kept thinking abt it. -.- spent my entire afternoon updating songs for ipod. and chatted abit with peter on msn. haha oh yar wanted to blog ystd abt fac head elections. anw wiltiam and matt got it and i was so happy for them. HA i bet my encouraging notes brought them good luck man! after all both of them got the cards and both of them got in! heheh. hmm...but felt quite bad afterwards. cuz i really don't like seeing ppl disappointed. especially when it's situations whereby i could have contributed alil to ease that kinda disappointment. i dunno. i don't think i could have done much. but ohwells. feel that jc is the place when you truly experience failure and such. like you can put in your whole heart but get nothing outta it. you keep seeing everyone around you failing and stuff. was sitting with quek the other day, talking abt how screwed up many systems are but to think about it, things aren't that bad after all. everytime when i tear, it always make me emerge as a stronger person. so maybe we should feel grateful for all those moments of disappointments? after all maturity level of those who had never failed can never be as high. anw i just lost a painting!!!!!!!!! put on class bench that day and then it was gone. URGHHHH i hate this! who's the idiot who threw away my painting. i am gonna haunt you for life till eternity rahhh |