Date: Saturday, April 12, 2008 Time: 16:50
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere. saw this on mel's blog and thought that this is exactly how i feel right now. was suppose to go for tour guiding of art gallery for some australian guests with jasmine but apparently i forgot all about it and was late for like 10 minutes. slap myself. anw went for lunch after that and we chatted quite abit. i like chatting with jas cuz it makes you think and reflect alot. but in a way it's not that good cuz it makes me feel even more self conscious and insecure... it's funny to see how people whom you talk to so often may not even know you as well as those whom you have never really spoken to but patronise your blog.probly because i just can't bring myself to show it verbally/with actions. sometimes i feel like a walking corpse. heading nowhere without any aims. well at least tt's how i am feeling right now. i don't know how exactly certain things happened and how they made me who i am today. well at least i am always clear of what i want and go all in for those that i eye for regardless of consequences. that's probably why i never failed to get them until__. but guess it's time to make some adjustments after all there are just things tt can never be within control. sometimes it feels pretty amazing to see how i am actually friends with people so different from each other. but at least you know you are not mainstream if you are my friend.hmm no offence nothing against mainstream-ness. maths test on monday. just can't be bothered to study. yiting is hopelessssssssssssssssssssssssssss |