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Date: Friday, July 18, 2008 Time: 22:52
but seriously i don't know how to bring it up or how to settle it properly.i have some mixed feelings for frisbee as a cca i guess...and after i went home when i saw the frisbee that i bought in newyork which i didn't even take out to play for once, i started thinking if i really did the right thing... i don't exactly know how to describe the kinda feeling i have for it. would look forward to every practice but when the time really comes, i would just feel like backing out. there's prob something that doesnt make me feel comfortable? it's my own problem, i am always not that self confident, esp when it comes to things i am not good at, such as ahem sports. and missing training often makes me feel less close to other cca mates too. felt unimportant just like an outsider. wanted to tell them that i am quitting the cca when i realised that i may not even be considered in from the start. anyway i think i would be really happy if i can just be a team supporter? always felt contented by just sitting there, watching them play. the fact is, i actually like watching and want to be watching them. ya just watching i guess. so. i don't know what i am suppose to say or do. hope that all goes well. i really don't mean to be so irresponsible so please don't be mad at me ): |