Date: Thursday, October 02, 2008 Time: 23:24
but these tomorrows are never as good as i imagined them to be maybe sometimes all we need is a lil secret something small a really small secret. something like well maybe i like you? more than i used to. much more. not whoever you may be thinking about right now yar? that's just the old past which is getting too dusty for me to pick it all up again. moving on finding the right one who can give me the kinda happiness i deserve. wasn't that what you said? well i am doing it now. so uhmm feel happy for me? sometimes we may not really notice it, but things we do always affect others in unexpected(well or maybe intended) ways. in fact nobody is totally ignorant i really don't wanna mess with no one. do things unnecessary. so well i guess you should try to spare me? like. mean what you do?and do only what you mean. i give what i take. alright so there was class outing today since it was their last paper! hooray (: we watched the house bunny. uhh not much comments really. it's just...well a movie. boys would love it. if not secretly. uhmm girls. well that depends. but i suggest you watch at home?or on weekdays esp if you are a student haha and then the class went to the levi's jeans uhmm show whatever you call it at takashimaya. and yar we did lotsa..uhm unnecessary and retarded things. lazy to elab but i think what really kinda cheered me up today was the fact that i went for the university fair at carlton hotel. i am really glad that i turned up for it, with cheryl. really motivational and stuff. i will try my best. and no matter how hard it is, i wanna try it out cuz Princeton has been my dream since sec1. sometimes when i put everything together, it feels really contradictory. if this is my focus, then well maybe i should get that out of my mind or sth? how do i juggle everything perfectly when they are all of different levels? i mean. well i don't know i am just getting alil tired and you are not here for me. |