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Date: Tuesday, October 14, 2008 Time: 20:44
i cant say that i did my best or anything along that line cuz i know i didnt. well in fact i really don't know since there's no bench mark for me cuz i know if without any other factors, it is possible for me to go on forever. there's no so called 'best' but well apparently i didnt try hard enough. i don't really want to think about whether i deserve such a mark, cuz what's given is fixed and no point looking back and say those things. and yar i tried really hard not to...but just couldnt help it when i was calling my parents. they didnt scold me, which made me feel even worse. such a failure right. well at least i didnt cry in front of anyone. that's really the least i could do. crying failure. the best part was when dad told me that he needed to go back to play golf cuz his clients were waiting for him after i told him how bad the result was. that was my importance. mearsured against a golf ball how pathetic. well in fact i didnt really know how to react after the whole thing. cry and look weak and loser or laugh to look thick skin. but it doesnt really make any difference i guess cuz a failure is a failure no matter how you present yourself. whenever i see the chem papers, i would feel so scared that i want to puke. biennale trip today may be quite tiring for everyone else but it really helped to divert my attention. i was actually grateful for it cuz i would rather feel tired walking around to see those art pieces than sitting at one corner mourning over chem grades and feel suicidal/ sorry 6c for not urhh ps-ing you guys during biennale. not like you all needed me there anyway...-.- can your love be exclusive?cuz mine is. selfish possessive bitch LOVE IS THE END ~KEANE Now is the time of our comfort and plenty These are the days we've been working for Nothing can touch us and nothing can harm us No, nothing goes wrong anymore Singing a song with your feet on the dashboard The cigarette streaming into the night These are the things that I want to remember I want to remember you by It won't come again Cos love is the end Oh no, my friend Love is the end I took off my clothes and I ran to the ocean Looking for somewhere to start anew And when I was drowning in that lonely water All I could think of was you Woah, my friend Love is the end So lets not pretend Cos love is the end Take it back, don't let it die Or raise again the fallen night Cos I still do, depend on you So don't say those words, you wrung me through Woah, oh oh Love is the end So lets not pretend Cos love is the end So I tread the only road The only road I know Nowhere to go, but home Nowhere to go Maybe our time is up But still you can't look back But all the principles of love Don't save us Don't save us |