i think days are getting bad especially when it concerns studies. i hate myself for who i am and what i have done now. i dont want to wait till next year to come before i can prove myself of what i am capable of doing. this feelings sucks and i will not taste it again.
was really tempted to get a tattoo today.but i guess i should not do this kinda things on impulse since i have yet to decide on what to get and whether i really should. i want something that can give me constant haunting reminders and bring me well being.
getting back maths paper tomorrow and gp paper 1 on friday. sova/econs next tuesday. i really hope that things get better. pls.