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Date: Tuesday, October 21, 2008 Time: 18:58
but no matter how many good things there are, if one thing about you doesnt turn out right, everything else would just pass by. alright to make it clear first, the day started off pretty bad and uhh went on getting worse and even worse till on my way home! so read on and you'll know! :D 12.5 midnight checked isp for aep mark and ended up realising i need 0.1 percent to pass econs. i got an effing S ): you know. 0.1 like wow and aep mark was not uploaded. only got to know it today after i msged mr tan... so i got A for SOVA paper which was alil comforting but not a mark that i was really satisfied with. seriously if some can get 80+, i sure can do better. and all thanks to my 59 for ilp, i am getting a B for promos and overall. yar thanks alot. really i think promos this year is just screwed. i really cant let this happen ever ever again. never again i promise. never never never. well i really thought that having to get depressed over grades wld be bad enough but uhh...things just get worse. hmm i thought... whenever you screw up one thing and get scolded or punished, most of us would pray all we can for the next biggest thing to turn out right. but chances are when you screw up one thing, the next wld most likely be equally bad. well...that's probably the beauty of our world. they are never alone. well so are we. maybe i am just too greedy. when i think of it, there are alot of good memories to be regurgitated. but the deeper it gets, the more you wont be satisfied with what you have. you become possessive, depressed. i cant bring myself to do certain things that i wld have done in the past. probably because i am no longer used to it, the kind cold-hearted bitchyness. i try to be nice to everyone as much as i can. but i hate not being the one in control. but well i guess there's a limit to everything...it may just happen one day if i feel like so hmm after school, things to be done started piling up. and things dont happen as expected. or things i anticipate for long just wont turn out right. whatever. on my way home, i was caught in the heavy rain. and you know i never had the habit of bringing umbrella, i was stuck at the bus stop. seeing everyone else leaving with their friends or with maids sending umbrellas over and stuff... and i thought to myself uhh what a great day man. after waiting for abt 30 minutes, the rain got alil less heavy, i decided to just walk in the rain. with everyone in front of me holding umbrellas but walking damn slowly and not bothering to offer any help at all. what a wonderful world huh right. but well eventually god saw that i was about to cry and decided to make my day alil better. when i was on the overhead bridge, this guy whom i saw earlier on at the busstop asked me if i want his umbrella cuz he had an extra one. and he made me feel proud of my school cuz the first thing he said-you have an awesome school! turned out he's from overseas family school, and attended modern united nations conference in hc last year and the funniest part was he stays in the same block as i do after i came home, i told mum about it. she was like ohh really? what a nice guy. the next time you see him around you must say hi alright.after all he's the only person who bothered to help you then. hmm. oh yar before i forget. when i was waiting for the rain to stop, these two secondary school students found a stray kitten and brought it to the busstop. omg the kitten was sooooooo small and cute i almost wanted to offer to keep it. i think they will be sending it to spca. sometimes i want to film down all the lil things i encounter in my life. even those thoughts i have. they will make the longest blockbuster EVER! alright. my point here is. well things may not be as bad as you imagined them to be? but...well i still it's no longer a shadow nothing gets ugly i promise. i said it wont happen |