morning breeze and smile from the security guard on my way to school, all my friends in school, a shaky class bench, being able to understand every lecture, being able to do all my maths and chem tutorials, skipping meals successfully and feeling slimmer, looking at j1s play their stupid games and cheer so happily(i bet they are not that excited after all), stalking on the handsome j1 boy whom everyone in school is talking about (even the guys were so excited i dont know why).

basically

looking talking working laughing smiling

i am so happy everyday

even when i am with people whom i didnt use to like

haha

i realised that things become so much better when you decide to settle on and narrow your scope of focus. i just want to study hard, do well in school. love people around me(whom i want to love) and be happy without any big whoooohaaaaaaaas now. then i will go to the university i want to go to and have a new life there.

well guess everyone changes with time. but actually deep down we always remain the same. 

just like how sometimes i suddenly feel like a child but still can't chase away that bitch in me

or sometimes i feel damn bitchy yet can't ignore the child inside.

but hmm it all doesnt matter. the future/the past

i want to say just focus on the present and do what makes us happy but it's so cliche so i dont want to say it. 

haha <3