Date: Tuesday, February 10, 2009 Time: 22:49
i hate days like this. was reading sherry's blog and realised how settled down she is. i think i need to settle down as well. right now i feel like this floating thing that just can't find a spot to land. and it's really frustrating. i look forward to every single tomorrow but always end up disappointing myself at the end of the day, wasting away my life it feels bad to see friends feeling sad and cry. i think i have not felt a single bit of sadness for almost a month. can't exactly remember how long ago that was. maybe because everything was drained out then in those few days. and it feels almost like that part of my life has never existed. those people, words, laughter, tears, whatever must be the tears right. i have not cried that much in few years i should just be more honest with myself. but i don't even know if i already am. |