i remember there was this story that i heard quite some time ago which left a deep impression on me. it says that at every stage of our lives, when God foresees tough times coming our way, he'll send an angel to us. that angel then stays by our sides as a friend, bring us over the obstacles. after we've overcome that phase, the angel leaves.

and that is why when we look back,we should never feel sad about losing someone we used to be so close to. instead, we should feel grateful for what he/she had done cuz without this angel, we might not even have travelled this far.

and at the same time, if you find someone who doesn't leave even after your road is cleared, this person is that destined other half, or well, best friend i suppose.
haha

vivavoce today was. well screwed as usual. sometimes i really don't know what the teachers want. or maybe it's just me. who didnt put in enough effort. somehow i just can't express myself properly during aep and can't let them see many points that i was trying to make. probably cuz i've ald built a barrier for myself, or maybe it's simply cuz of lack of preparation... but then again, no matter how prepared i am, i may not be able to show certain things and the amount of effort put in or where i was coming from.

anw christian lacroix exhibition was great. anyone interested in haute couture should go check it out. it's worth every minute spent.

when i saw those works on display there was this kinda make your heart beat faster, make you want to laugh with no reason and tear kinda overwhelming emotions. hahah

well im not sure how many people actually gets it but i am seriously not exaggerating and i dont care if you think i am weird. haha

there are many things that i'm really drawn towards in fashion design, but there are also parts that i wanna skip. well guess it's the same when doing anything and everything...

ohwells.

shall go and sleep soon. i really need to take a long rest