Date: Saturday, May 23, 2009 Time: 01:15
anwsss i guess it's time for me to start work. i need to stop sitting on my ass hoping all problems can just magically disappear. and there's really no point crying or whatsoever talked to my parents for really long ystd. both of them called me to talk. and i cried really hard when i was talking to dad. i've not cried that hard for quite some time i think, really quite some time. and it all made me come to realise how much everyone around me cares and loves but what is the point of all that if i can't even make myself focus. from now on. i will be very honest with myself. for everything and i will be very honest with everyone i care and everyone who cares abt me. i have to. before i can even start |