people around me are. well sometimes important to me sometimes not. there's nothing much that's really satisfying i dont know. i wanna do alot of things. but then what's the point of doing them? 

dont really know what i want.

i wanna go somewhere far far far far far away. alllll by myself. think about everything while listening to some really nice music. so that i dont have to talk to anyone at all or think about what to say to please others or feel irritated by what others say. 

anyways. 

i climbed the school gate today! for the FIRST TIME. haha it's alil exciting actually. hehe

siyu left singapore and i sent her to the airport with her random *scape park friend.i think i'll miss her when she's not here. well i miss alot of people actually. i miss sherry alot...wonder when's the next time i can see her again. 

i love holidays. still