Date: Thursday, July 30, 2009 Time: 22:23
gosh i think i can totally see this day coming. today is such a long and tiring day... and there is a song that gave me goosebumps cuz it's like totally for me. feel like i have lost some things. some people some friends. although i know they are still there everything just feels different. hate this feeling. and everything else seems trivial. sometimes i wonder if things i do now are important at all. if they will ever matter at all. maybe a part of me is left behind in the dark corner that day. hoping that i dont ever need to come out. cuz for once you can be selfish, wait for others to take care of you and to worry about you. i wish i can always say all the things i want to say, do things i want to do always be very selfish and make others do things my way. replay my favorite scenes relive my favorite days... jen typed a note in my phone ystd. once upon a time i was falling in love. now i am only falling apart. well not quite so i guess. not yet at least but... i keep feeling that something just isn't quite right... |