these late nights with my macbook. trying to find out what i want someone whom i've never really met before yet so important that can decide my future to see about me. if i could, i would treat my macbook to the most wonderful things that she desires after all these are over. but first of all i need to get that mini cd out of the cd drive...

bring me there now bring me there now bring me there now please

times like this make me think of songs like never had a dream come true. to think of it. it's always mom dad giving me whatever i want. i've never really achieved anything i truly want by myself right...

about time. about time.

but even this. is not all about myself.

too many... everything everyone who are trying hard to help.

who am i to let anyone down.

actually. i just wanna be somewhere. where nobody knows who i am who i used to be

all by myself.

just like how i always am...

i want

it to be a fresh new start

but ohwells. that's just what all escapists say...