Date: Tuesday, February 04, 2014 Time: 11:36
instead of helping me brave through it all, i become more timid, afraid of finding out more, finding out the wrong, finding out the unwanted. because everytime when i prepare myself to embrace a new answer, it never fails to educate me that i was never really prepared. so i stop asking, and tell myself to stop wondering. to protect. so we are always smiling, so it's all wonderfully positive, so it never hurts. but is that right? is that the way it should be? for i no longer know i no longer see. |